I guess I was lost to the world and this happens to me often as I grow older reminiscing of the old times and thinking how the future will be, and if I am alone all the way like I was or will I have a partner who will keep me in high spirits.
A few years ago before I turned 40, I promised myself that if I didn’t find anyone who loved me, then I would live my life like a hermit, well sexually… and that's what has happened, being a celibate for 3 years is hard enough, and maybe I am being tested by the upper force in how strong I can be but well… if there isn't someone, then there isn't… am not going to argue over that…
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